Giancarlo Esposito shared a harrowing story on SiriusXM’s “Jim & Sam” show while promoting his new AMC series “Parish.” Before landing his breakout role as Gus Fring on “Breaking Bad,” Esposito was in dire financial straits, so much so that he contemplated arranging his own death for his children’s financial security through life insurance. This desperate idea emerged in 2008, just before his career-defining role on “Breaking Bad” transformed his fortunes, leading to opportunities in “The Mandalorian,” “The Boys,” and more.

During the interview, Esposito recounted how he contemplated suicide as a way out of his financial troubles, pondering if life insurance would cover his death and provide for his children. However, he realized the lasting trauma it would inflict on his family and abandoned the idea. Ultimately, “Breaking Bad” became his beacon of hope, pulling him out of his despair.

Esposito’s portrayal of Gus Fring on “Breaking Bad” and its prequel “Better Call Saul” cemented his status as a TV icon. He expressed interest in exploring Gus’s backstory further in a potential prequel series, envisioning a narrative that delves into Gus’s military background and his journey to becoming a meth dealer in America.

Despite his past struggles, Esposito has risen to prominence in Hollywood, showcasing his talent in diverse roles across film and television. His story serves as a testament to resilience and the transformative power of opportunity.

Watch Esposito’s full interview on the “Jim & Sam” in the video below.